He was my first boyfriend.

His name will be B. I fell inlove with him before he fell inlove with me. We broke eachothers hearts many times before we even started dating. I'm in college now, 300 miles away from him. We have been together for one year and one month. I cheated on him twice. I was very drunk, no excuse I know. The thing is I was trying to dump him. But he is a stage 5 clinger. He would do these crazy mental gymnastics and then everything would be fine. We were fine. But we weren't. He would drive me crazy. The only way out I saw was to cheat. Make him hate me, and then he'll leave me alone. Well it happened and now he's beyond pissed but still won't give up on me. I'm trying to leave him, I WAS WITH SOMEONE ELSE. An he still thinks we can work through it. We'll be fine, blah blah blah. Completely done.